Chapter 1: The Final Payment and the Audacity of Blood
There is a specific, metallic taste to chronic exhaustion. I had lived with it on the back of my tongue for ten years. It tasted like cold coffee at 3:00 AM, like the bleach I used to scrub diner floors, and like the copper tang of blood from biting my lip to keep from screaming at the unfairness of it all.
But tonight, sitting at my chipped Formica kitchen table, the air tasted entirely different. It tasted like oxygen.
I stared at the glowing screen of my battered laptop. The banking portal loaded slowly, the little blue circle spinning, agonizingly extending the suspense of the last decade of my life. My index finger hovered over the trackpad. My hand was shaking so badly I could barely keep the cursor steady.
Balance: $100,000.00.
Payment Amount: $100,000.00.
Source: Life Savings.
